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I Didn't Mean To Stop Blogging...

...it just happened. Life happened. A lot of it.


  • I revised and revised and revised and then finally finished my novel, and am looking for a home for it.
  • I did a lot of trail running, neither fast nor fancy, but it makes me happy.
  • I read many good books, not all of which are still intact in my memory.
  • I left my job.
  • I am grateful to have my flash fiction, The Lost Howling, included in The Fictional Cafe's first anthology, The Strong Stuff. It's wildly affirming to see my writing in print after such a long hiatus. 
  • Oh, and I had a child. A really jolly little sleep thief of a child. 


I've missed my little blog. I have a few things I want to share so I plan to return to it as much as I am able between the infinite tedium of preparing itty bitty tiny meals for an eight month old and getting her to and from the world of naps.


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  1. Welcome back! I love your blog. :) Here's to many blogs and much literary inspiration ahead!

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